It's Setting In
/Tonight it really set in. We've had our final dinners with our families, we've chatted about future travel plans, remembered past ones, and toasted to a smooth and amazing trip. And now, tomorrow, we set off.
I'd be lying if I said it wasn't a little hard and scary knowing that this is the true beginning of pushing my comfort zone. It was nerve wracking going away to college, but at that point in life 'everyone is doing it.' This time, I feel like we're taking a big leap. Tomorrow we leave our family, our friends, our adopted dog, and the home that allowed our love and dreams of adventure to grow for the past two years. But pushing your limits and getting out of your comfort zone is what creates a person and makes you interesting.
When your walls are blank and the photos, posters, tapestries and everything that made your house a home are taken down and stored away, you're left with nothing more than thoughts of what you're leaving behind-- Everything that made living here so great. We've had supportive family living close by to troubleshoot any arising issues. We've had our closest friends all within an hour's drive or less (minus you- CK, GK and NM..). We've had the ocean and mountains all around us to cater to our every adventurous desire. And we were raised here, went to school here, and have called here 'home', which accounts for so much of who we are.
We are so excited for tomorrow, please don't take this sappy and 'missing home' post otherwise. But it really set in how long we'll be away (and really far away) when we put into perspective that 3 months is the equivalent of July 1st to now-- do you even remember what you did mid-July? We love our family and friends, and we'll miss each of you lots. But this trip will be amazing, and we are going to live for us, live in the present, and take full advantage of this amazing opportunity we've created for ourselves.
Tomorrow (TOMORROW!!!) we set out to discover Europe's nooks and crannies. Tomorrow we change our lives. We'll become more cultured and knowledgable of distant places, and have stories of that 'one time we met a man named Bernard at le disco.' Tomorrow we leave our beloved apartment behind and when we come back to the USA, a new flat (I'm so Euro already), that we haven't yet seen will be called 'home'.
Europe, you've been a long awaited dream, and tomorrow you're our reality. Bernard- we're coming for ya'.